My Last Doll Baby
"It's not fair!" My Cabbage Patch was taken away from me at thirteen because someone felt I was too old for dolls. She took it and threw it away while I was not home.  When I looked for it, she told me I didn't need it anymore. Years earlier, my mom took my favorite stuffed animal from me, and I cried for days trying to sleep. 
At this time, my creativity and imagination were dissolving as my parent took my childhood joys away from me. I began to believe that I had to put away my "childish" toys, and I could no longer enjoy doll babies and toys. At the age of thirteen, I had lost my virginity (innocence). Emotionally, I was scorned and felt like something was wrong with me because while people were bullying me, and the only friends I had were my toys and doll babies. It wasn't until now, as I had diffused Grapefruit in the air reclaiming my creative genius, that I started to have memories of my favorite things to do. Unfortunately, losing my last doll baby was a terrible memory, so I blocked it. I would not let my thirteen-year-old daughter throw away her expensive American Doll collection because of my issues. But at that time, I had no idea why I wouldn't let go of her dolls and still have them. 
I looked up the definition for imagining, and it means to speak, meditate, and mutter. When I think about this, I realize how my speech had negative feelings like I had no imagination. Anytime somebody would ask me to believe or create something, I would always say, "I can't." I was crippling myself more and more as I did not realize I AM Creative and I HAVE Imagination! Don't allow limiting beliefs to keep you from rising higher and higher in the Lord! I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST THAT STRENGTHENS ME! 
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